I am the one who created you. I know who you were and who you would become even before you were born. I knew that you would grow in someone who questions themselves, although I love you so much.
Naturally, some days are easier than others. Some days you are happy, fulfilled, and pray to me with joy. I ask the sun to shine on your face and watch you as you laugh and feel free. In moments like these, I know that you are living the life I intended: a peaceful and abundant one.
Some days, however, you get lost. You are hurting and forget who I am. You forget that I have the power to save you from whatever life throws at you. You turn away and try to handle things on your own. But, you don’t have to do it. You don’t have to take matters in your hands. You don’t have to feel like you are fighting alone.
You are my creation—I will never leave you.
I am always here. I watch you turn to bad habits and vices. I try to give you signs and blessings as you do this, but you fail to see them.
I know everything about you. I know how you loved and are still broken. I know how you gave your heart to a person who fell for someone else. I know your favorite color, your favorite song, and your favorite meal…
I want you to know who I am, too/ I want you to willingly see the truths of my word. I want to have a relationship with you. I want you to be open with me and to at least try to bring yourself to my light.
I want you to see all the signs and blessings I have given you. I want you to trust me. I want you to understand that every mistake and sin you make hurts my heart.
But I will still love you.
And, I will never stop loving you. As long as you repent and ask forgiveness. As long as you ask me to be in your life. I will keep filling you and guiding you!
Your pains, wishes, and hopes are felt. Your prayers are heard. You need to know that although it seems like I am not always giving you what you want, the truth is that I am actually bringing you something better. I do have a plan and I want you to trust it.
Don’t wander without a purpose… Look for me and I will give it to you. Don’t let yourself be abused, turn to me. Don’t tell yourself that you can walk through life alone, because I am here.
Through whatever darkness or storm, I love you.
So, have nothing to fear.